A Step by Step Military Invasion,Complete with Icy Disregard for my Surrendering Disintigration
Ambushed…
Admittedly, your method of starkly abrasive and effortless disposal and detachment is unfortunately an ability that merits my admiration and envious reaction…As my propensity to overly embrace basic personal interactions often leads me to unrealistically red aspirations, predisposing me to exposure of sudden harsh and burning realizations.
Yielding…
I conclude resistantly to accept no conclusion and reject anything else as a foggy confusion…I turn and stare at your grey, emotionless profusion and attempt to imbue your unjustifiably swift, cold..intrusion…But i am subsequently disillusioned.
Lacerating…
…envy indeed…as my inability furthur confirms..my self-concept as inadequately prone to destructive delusion —> my vulnerability to advantageous abusion.<—
Annihilated.
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[ i wrote this in 2006 about the first girl i dated after ending a 4 year relationship. oh the naivety, lol. ps. i love cryptically inserting the subject of my poetry within it, in case you (my imaginary reader) have yet to notice ;]
