October 2009
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Oct 8th
September 2009
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Sep 9th
karl lagerfeld's twitter →
[angry rant warning] seriously. read this guy’s posts.  why are so many people in the fashion industry so fucking delusional and retarded? and we go, and we shop, and we pay thousands for shit with these assholes’ names on fabric. ay. his latest post:  “I am a fashion person, and fashion is not only about clothes — it’s about all kinds of change.” really...
Sep 3rd
August 2009
5 posts
Aug 11th
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Aug 7th
Phone Conversation
I really don’t like talking on the phone. I mean, every once in a while I don’t mind chatting with a friend who needs advice or just needs to spill the beans about their newest love interest, but, in general, being on the phone annoys me. I don’t know why people get so offended that I don’t call them, or talk to them for 45 minutes every time they call me. Being on the...
Aug 7th
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Thanks for Nothing!!
wendyomgzlol: laureola: ryanpurtill: I started reading the bible a few months ago from the beginning. I was two thirds in, when some homeless guy on the subway yelled: “Jesus died for your sins!” WTF man! spoiler alert!! I yelled back “Snape killed Dumbledore” …but he just looked confused…and dirty.
Aug 6th
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Aug 5th
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July 2009
17 posts
Jul 30th
despite my distaste for melodrama...a free write...
four, it’s been four months- a sixth of our life’s span i’m still tearing, and i’m tearing.  i’ve crushed, and i’ve been crushed, and i’ve felt it in the pit of me. but i’m tearing, and i’m still tearing. I try, i paint myself a smile with the landscape of ideal pressing my lids shut i focus to absorb it and make it true but there’s...
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why not to get married. →
Jul 21st
things that you need not know about me...
My socks rarely match. I get really cold in the morning. my biggest fear is big machinery underwater, especially airplanes. my favorite show to go to sleep to is forensic files. I look at myself in the mirror excessively. I think the root of my adamant atheism is my hatred of the smell of the incense that they would always light during catholic mass when I was little. I think sometimes lying...
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little pink circles that hide me from myself.
i stopped taking my anti-depressants, i’m ready to think now. I feel like for more than 2 months all my thoughts were hidden away from me in this vacuum, and they’re getting ready to burst out like little angry gnomes. Imaginary reader, you will be hearing from me much more often from this point forward because I sure do have a lot to say. - ME
Jul 7th
June 2009
18 posts
ListenIf i ever feel better Phoenix They say an end...
Jun 29th
Jun 25th
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damaged goods.
wendyomgzlol: elementarycolors: i have come to terms with the fact that i am officially damaged goods. really, fucking, damaged, piece of caca goods, and emotionally dead. yay.  But duh, thats why I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you. I am the same. Raggedy piece of cacashit fuck shards of sausage damaged pickled pigs feet with daddy issues. <3 lol, i love you wendy. i really do.
Jun 24th
damaged goods.
i have come to terms with the fact that i am officially damaged goods. really, fucking, damaged, piece of caca goods, and emotionally dead. yay.
Jun 24th
Jun 24th
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to your love- fiona apple
heres another speech you wish i’d swallow another cue for you to fold your ears another train of thought too hard to follow chugging along to the song that belongs to the shifting of gears please forgive me for my distance the pain is evident in my existence please forgive for my distance the shame is manifest in my resistance to your love, to your love, to your love I wouldve warned you,...
Jun 23rd
on soul mates
from Aristophane’s speech in Plato’s Symposium In the first place, let me treat of the nature of man and what has happened to it. The original human nature was not like the present, but different. The sexes were not two as they are now, but originally three in number; there was man, woman, and the union of the two, of which the name survives but nothing else. Once it was a distinct...
Jun 17th
I threw out your shoes today. I held them from the inside, hovered them over the trash shoot for what seemed like 2 minutes. my hands were slow to pry themselves of their incessant grip but slowly my bones gave way. I watched those dirty torn up white shoes slide into blackness and kept the door open to listen for the crash. I rid myself of another piece of you today and put another piece of me...
Jun 15th
Jun 12th
Sometimes life doesn't work out the way you'd like...
wendyomgzlol: quote-book: (via kari-shma) But that’s okay, it’ll work out how it’s supposed to. :)
Jun 12th
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Jun 11th
child's pose
i have completely regressed.  all i care about is fun and instant gratification and thoughts and prettiness.  i can’t stop shopping, going out, socializing, reading, writing and watching [who gives a fuck about an oxford comma?].  though i know this is not the wisest way to be acting at this point in my life, it certainly is invigorating.  
Jun 10th
WatchWatch
i miss ryry already :-/ 
Jun 9th
A Step by Step Military Invasion,Complete with Icy...
Ambushed… Admittedly, your method of starkly abrasive and effortless disposal and detachment is unfortunately an ability that merits my admiration and envious reaction…As my propensity to overly embrace basic personal interactions often leads me to unrealistically red aspirations, predisposing me to exposure of sudden harsh and burning realizations. Yielding… I conclude...
Jun 9th
beautiful NYtimes op-ed →
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cracked but never broken
it seems i fall into a new heart everyday and i tell myself, i say, mine is out of order, say it’s in decay. but, but it’s nothing of the sort. ‘cause maybe i’m just naturally, you know, just actually airborne my mind floats around the clouds,  all fogged up with fascination and it’s like,  yeah, it’s like i fall into a new heart everyday.
Jun 2nd
May 2009
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May 27th
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a moment spent together in solitude.
one more time, one more time i pleaded silently on opposite end one more time, one more time i stretched my mind to hear her again. you woke me up with a ring, i just wanna hear it again. you shut me out with a sting, i don’t wanna feel it again. phones don’t make the same sound when they hang up anymore no, now it’s just a button but before you heard much more. a rustle...
May 26th